As I sit here Jacob is peacefully sleeping. He has been through the wringer, but is doing amazingly well.
The surgery yesterday was a success. In fact, when the surgeon came out to talk with me afterwards he said that things couldn't have gone any better.
They were able to remove all the visible tumor, and it had not yet encroached on an important language center of Jacob's brain. He said that it was possible that upon waking Jacob would be stunned- unable to move his right side or communicate. I tried to prepare my heart to see him that way, so when we walked into the recovery area and he said my name and squeezed my hand I was overcome with gratitude.
I know that the thousands of prayers offered for him yesterday were answered favorably and mercifully by our loving Heavenly Father.
His brother Matt and I were able to sit with him for an hour after he woke up. He was in pain and nauseated, but they were able to give him medications that helped to alleviate his symptoms. He was tired and groggy, but fighting so hard to show us that he was ok. That he would be fine. That he was still himself.
He had a chance to call our kids and talk with them for a few minutes. I could see how hard he worked to let them know that he was well. I could hear the relief in their voices.
His parents spent the day driving here from Utah and arrived an hour after he woke up. They were able to sit by his side for an hour and pour their hearts and concern into him. They truly love him. He is and will always be their boy.
Matt was my companion for the whole day. He listened to me, hugged me, encouraged me, and was just there lending constant support. I was uplifted by his presence and told Jacob that I couldn't have asked for anyone better to sit by my side.
Our sister in law Jessica (Matt's wife) did the most imporant job of the day. She lovingly cared for, tended to, and looked after our children. Their hearts were heavy and we hated to leave them, but were so comforted to know that they were in her care. Jessica is an angelic, giving person and loved and cared for them in our place.
I am grateful for every message of support that was shared throughout the day. I read every blog comment, every text, every Facebook and Instagram post and comment and was so moved to know of all the prayers being said and the faith being exercised in Jacob's behalf.
A scripture from the Book of Mormon kept running through my mind all day. It is in Alma 34:18-19 and states, "Yea, cry unto him for mercy; for he is mighty to save. Yea, humble yourselves and continue in prayer unto him."
We gratefully acknowledge the merciful hand of God in Jacob's surgery yesterday and are indebted to all of you who, with us, continued in prayer unto Him.
17 comments:
Love, love, love you both. Glad to hear that everything went reasonably well. My thoughts and prayers are still with you. You are amazing, Jord.
I am so grateful to read this! I continue to pray for you. Love you Jordan. Keep the faith.
This post made me get choked up. You guys are so inspiring. I love your words and thoughts. I'm so grateful you have people around to support and buoy you up. I pray that Jake continues to improve and feel better. Know that prayers for your family and foremost in my mind. Love you!
This is probably my most favorite of your posts. Yesterday was scary. We were all so concerned about Jake and your little family. I am so grateful prayers were answered and Heavenly Father has once again left Jake whole. I am so grateful you both have such wonderful families to lean on. So many thoughts, prayers and energy are being sent your way. I hope you feel them. Love you Jord.
Proud of you James for being there. We pray for the tender mercies of God to be with you all! Smile :-) Blaine & Leslie
This made me teary. So happy.
This made me teary. So happy.
Hi Jordan, we heard about Jacob's surgery and your entire family was in our prayers that day, you have been in our prayers the last several months, and will continue to be. This post brought me to tears. I am so grateful that the surgery was a success and that your family was blessed with such a miracle. We marvel at the strength of your family and you are all an incredible example of faith and love.
God is Great. And so are you.
I love you sweet girl… your courage and true love for Jacob continues to inspire me and makes me feel very grateful to be able to enjoy of your companionship and brave spirit. Please know that many prayers are constantly said for you, your sweetheart and your babies… and that indeed, "He is mighty to save"… forever and a day sweet friend...
Thank you for sharing. We have been praying for Jake and your entire family. You continue to inspire us.
I love you, Jacob, and your sweet kids so much. Matt and Jess are truly angels. He is also who I'd want by my side as he is both empathetic and optimistic. You couldn't have a more loving and sweet woman to take care of your kids as Jess. I'm so grateful that his surgery went so well, and pray for continued strength for both you and Jacob.
I really admire your perseverance and constant positive attitude in the face of true adversity. I think about you guys constantly and I really wish I could do more to help (besides the many prayers that are being offered). Please know that I love you guys and that you are an inspiration to us all.
I'm so grateful to hear that all went well with the surgery yesterday. Kevin and I continue to pray for your family, as well.
Jordan, this is Kari Ann Bullington. I've just been reading some of your blog! You and your sweet family have been in my prayers! You are an amazing inspiring person, and Jake too. Thanks for sharing and teaching me. So glad the surgery went well! Lots of love your way!!
I'm so glad to hear that the surgery went so well. Continued prayers for you and Jake!
I am so happy and grateful that the surgery was a success, and know that it is a blessing from the Lord. Thanks for the post, Jord, and for your faith, which is a great strength to you, to Jake, and to all of us. There are many, many who are constantly praying for you.
vfr
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